secrets

I wish they knew what it felt like to be the one on the outside.
Every day I wake up and do the same thing that I did the day before. At night I tell myself I am going to change and try to do new things and live my life, but nothing ever changes. I want to try so many new things in my life, but I never do any of them. I am secretly afraid of failure, and never living up to anything, but at night I still tell myself that tomorrow I will try something new


ps: I despise Twilight because all of the ditsy, obnoxious dumbasses around me who love it and think Edward Cullen is "soOoOo hawt!" Thanks for ruining it for me